I wonder....

I wonder if anyone would have ever truly loved me...
The whole me, while I stay and while I was away...
I wondered if someone smiled seeing me sleeping ....
While in sense and in my complete nonsense...
I wonder if anyone would have thought m beautiful...
Not the looks outside but my heart inside...
I wonder if anyone would have cared for me...
While I fall sick or when seeing the calls I didn't pick...
I wonder how true love is ...
I wonder what's the pain of being apart...
I wonder how people get over me so soon...
I wonder how the attachment hurts me so much...
I wonder how the pain stay for so long....
I wonder if I ll ever understand...