Bas kuch der ki hi baat thi

Subah uthte hi coffee banane nikle ...
Zara dost se bhi puch lete..
Uthe nei the tab to intezar kar lete...
Bas thodi hi der ki baat thi...
tayar hoke nikle gile balon me..
To Zara murjhaye hue podhe pe pani dal dete ...
Bas thodi hi der ki baat thi...
Office chalte hue raste ko taak rahe the...
Zara maa ko bhi call laga dete ..
Bas kuch hi der ki to baat thi...
Lunch break me bahar nikle ..
To dekhe lawn me safed rang k phool khile the ...
Thoda theher k use chu hi lete...
Bas kuch hi Der ki to baat thi...
Sham ko chai ki chuski k sath kuch batein chal rahi thi...
Kuch mail karna tha sayad...
Wapas Ake thoda der unse bhi baat kar lete bas kuch hi Der ki baat thi...
Sham ko khamosh apni desk pe bethe the...
Kuch Soch rahe the sayad...
Facebook pe dosto k kuch msgs the pade...
Zara reply hi kar dete ...
Bas kuch hi Der ki baat thi...
Mana zindagi Badi Tez hai...
Thoda ruk k has bhi lete ...
Zara aaine me apne  aap ko dekh hi lete...
Bas kuch hi Der ki baat thi...
Jab raat ko thak k sone aye...
Takiye k niche kitab padi h kabse...
Zara kuch panne palat hi lete...
Bas kuch hi Der ki to baat thi...
Anjane me kitna kuch reh jata h Baki ...
Sochte h kabhi to Karenge...
Kuch der ruk k unke bare me soch to lete....
Bas kuch hi Der ki to baat thi...

Zindagi kya hua tujhe...

Headphone k tarro k tarah ...
Zindagi bhi ulajh si gayi hai..
Kis aur se ho suljhane ki pahal...
Na samajh se hai na dil se...
Ek aur hai riste aur samajh...
Dusri aur hai dil ki batein....
Jo na mane khud ka hi kehna..
Kabhi kabhi me Sochu...
Kash koi button hota...
Dil ko Zara switch off hi kar lete..
Khawabo se samjhota k baad..
Phir on kar dete...
Ye feelings hi to hai ...
Jo na jeene deti hai...
Na unhe bhulne deti hai...
Hai pade kaam saare....
Par is Mann ka Kya karu...
Khunte se bandh k ab roka bhi to nei jata...
Pyar mohhabbat mante hai Badi bekar ki batein...
To kaam k baton se dil joda bhi to nei jata...
kar liya hai agreement sapno se...
Ab mat yaad dilana baar baar...
Kuch Baki hai aur kuch adhure..
Bas Karam karte jao phal ki chinta na kar.. Bachpan se yahi suna...
Par kambakkht dil manne ko tayar hi nei hota....
Ho gayi inteha intezar k ...
K kismat kabhi to badlegi...
Par ab lagta hai BioData me failure ka list likha bhi na jayega...

This emptiness

This emptiness is so strange..
Keeps Banging in my head..
Letting me know it's presence..
Drowning me deep down...
Where I struggle..
To keep my head high...
To hide my filled eyes...
To stop the drop of water...
From my bloodstream...
To stop that tear...
Sliding down to my cheeks...
Pulling my lips...
To a forced smile...
And to escape to a corner...
Where I can let loose...
And remember myself...
When I see myself..
My image in the mirror...
Looks broken ...
Looks shattered...
When I try to get hold...
Everything slides down...
Like mare sand from my hand...
The roads very long...
And the pain permanent...
The struggle real...
My soul torn apart...
And I keep thinking...
What I did to deserve this???