That hint of smile

A million stars in today's sky..
But one is the brightest
An angel sings in your talks...
And a smile to be the cutest
You just know what to say ...
A trophy to friendship
And a award to integrity...
When a stranger comes
To your crawling life....
And show you the
Path for running ...
Whenever you talk
It's sounds like a summer rain...
A innocent gesture
And the purest heart...
Respect and values in thoughts.
A promise of sunlight and hue
A combination of snow and due
Having you as my friend...
I Learnt about those...
Who cherish my nature...
Not set aside or mocked
You lifted my spirits
Made my days...
All the smiles gifted from you..
Are so much always
And when you mock
The sweetest I have seen
And that hint of your smile...
Through thick and thin...

The smell of palash

The dark and compact soul
And personality like a storm...
Stood there all this while
So silent and calm...
Couldn't understand his mind
Or that magnetic smile...
Where eyes says so much
And lips stay shut...
Some absent- minded
Divine designer has designed him..
Like a lightening flash
And December's winter...
So piercing yet so peaceful...
A hand-full of loose earth
Near his feet... yet so firm
His wonderful grip is...
I sit and think about his gaze
Which I couldn't last
A mere 5 seconds...
A gaze like a lion and
Softest heart of a human...
He is a distant fort
Which I believe for long...
But reverted my hand
Didn't wanted to soil that dignity
With my immature hands...
He is the smell of palash
Flame of forest....
Strong and unique...
And magical philosophy

Dear badluck

Thanks for making me strong..
Thanks for staying with me..
While everyone left ...
U never left me...
Never abandoned me..
So sincerely and respectfully..
U did whatever u had to do...
U taught me how to rise...
I Learnt walking while wounded.
I Learnt laughing while broken..
I Learnt loving when others hated...
I was left alone while I stood with them...
U taught to wipe my tears on my own ...
I kept walking... u by my side..
Now I know u...
U can't break me... never ever...
Stay as long as u want ....
Coz one day u r gonna miss me...
And I won't be there...

Dear ex-bestfriend

Dear ex-bestfriend,

I came to the same place where we used to come. I sat in the place where we used to sit. I am an writer for name sake. But I am very bad in expressing my feelings in front of others . Like I could never tell u , exactly what I feel.  I know there is no term like ex-bestfriend but there has to be one in my life. If relationship between to people can break then friendship also. So I ll call u that.
         We are not talking anymore but I don't miss u that much . This is my own voice so I don't want to lie. Everything was so good when we were together. I never thought I could stay without u. Everything in my life was lesser than your happiness. It's like we see in the movies. A call from u and I ll come running, wherever I am. U know that I am high on emotions. After I left home I always thought u r my second family. To get this place in my life u didn't had to do much. There was something there which made this happen. I am still searching that something. I hope I could know it . So that I ll know this also why things didn't worked out for us.
          U remember when I used wake up early and coffee for us but u ll not drink coz u had the habit of making stuff on your own. It used to break my heart. I respected your feelings and never said anything. When i used to come back from college and cry for lil things u used to make me understand this things are temporary I ll cross all the problems I am facing, and used to believe u like a kid. I Learnt cooking from u. And I wish I could tell u that this is my favourite hobby now. I know I promised that I ll never leave u . We ll be together and make our homes in the same street so that our kids can grow up together and be best friends like us. I know I couldn't keep my promise I let u go. But I couldn't stop u from turning your back to me. I thought we ll fight but u ll never abandon me. But u know whatever happens ,happens for good. So I took it as something that was destined to be happen. I still remember everything, I didn't even forget a single thing. We used to laugh together, we used to cry together. I always wished I can be a sister for u but u know later I realised , whatever we feel  people need not have to feel the same thing. And I realized that nothing is same and equal in both sides.that day when I saw u crying when I was leaving. I wasn't crying becoz I was leaving, I couldn't stop myself from crying after I saw u. I still wonder why was that. I never could understand u. It took me years to stop following u around. When I was finally preparing to leave u . U left me without even thinking. May be it is my mistake . I was blinded by my high hopes that I fell down very hard. U blamed me for our break up . I was ok with it coz I am already carrying so much blames. Somehow I knew things are like this in your mind but I kept fooling myself but when I opened my eyes it was too late. When I saw things with my own eyes. Your perception towards me . My heart said u knew it. My fault, m guilty . I didn't wanted to see. I ll feel bad that I couldn't dance in your marriage or we couldn't click that mehendi wala selfie. But it's ohk . I didn't waited for u to understand any more . I moved on. I walked forward . And I have come a long way.
       I have someone in my life now who takes care of me. It's not like replacing u as u blamed me . It's something different between us . I don't need to make her stay in my life. She just stays. I don't need to show her care so that she ll care for me. She just takes care for me. Gives a shoulder whenever I need to cry. Laughs with me when I feel like. We are just friends by nature, no efforts. U taught me how to recognize people. I am her priority by her choice. After she came to my life I never stayed alone. It's not like if u didn't stayed with a person , u never can't . I am happy. trying to heal all my wounds. I want u to be happy like this. I guess the place I had for u in my life, I never had in your life. So it's easier to move on , I took a eternity. Ohk , I guess this is my left feelings for u. U always stay happy I wish that may be we ll meet after a few years and laugh on our stupidity . But I wish I never meet u .I can't . Ever. Bye got to go , she is waiting for me. And wondering why I am writing something from so long.

With love and pain,
Your ex-bestfriend

Soul of the forest

Today I explored...
The soul of the forest..
Enchanting and mesmerizing...
Ready to take into its embrace...
The lap of nature...
Away from the madding crowd..
The breeze and the smell...
It's like its a magic calling us...
To go more further...
A lost deer in our way ...
And a bunch of happy elephants...
At least I thought they are...
It's there home...
Untouched by the destructive minds...
The place was some enchantress....
The sun playing with us...
Sometimes walked with us...
And played hide and seek...
The trees gave us way..
To enter their territory...
To share with us...
Their music...
After the sun slept in dusks arms...
Chillness had its time to rule...
To make us feel that...
It's his world too...
The roads were unending...
Was looking like one long trail to your destination... but beautiful as I said about everything...
The air I breathed today...
Was from a different world...
The peace it gave me as a
Return gift..
That connected me with the soul of the forest...