I saw ... u smiled...
I stole a moment... a epic one..
U gifted me a gesture...
A innocent one...
A hand to hold and start walking...
But there was a deal with happiness... and just smiles..
Of mixed emotions....
U said no promises... I was ohk...
I was happy,i got u ...
Suddenly the world seem to be changing around me...
Started getting the messages from universe...
Started understanding things...
That I never needed to be...
And more stolen glances and more smiles...
A few moments and memories...
Thought for d first ever time...
I can be d change for u...
U know the heart... it understands no deals...
I was a free soul before I met u ...
But u were the beautiful cage I wanted to be in...
I was changing from inside...
Being complete and beautiful...
Despite of all the rules and guidelines... u know there is no boundaries for heart...
I knew d fate somehow....
But was still happy...
Whatever I had...
U may not be mine but the essence of being yours captured my soul...
But then one day...
I woke up ... from a beautiful dream...it became more deal and less emotions...
Less smiles and more tensed faces... a little stolen glances but ... it was different...
I realized it's plastic...
I tried reminding u ..
about a wonderful time...
U were looking Stern...
U said that was d deal...
No promises...
It felt shattered...
I saw this coming...
Never knew.. I ll run out of time..
Like this.... wounded I sat there... I realized.. it was never about being together... like two parallel roads and different destinations...
I knew this... I kept lying to myself all d time...
I didn't wanted to be alone... but I was the culprit..
I went out in the rain...
Stood there and spoke to my heart....In silence...
The next few days were a bizarre...
Things went normal..
One day u came again.. u held my hand like before... everything was the same ,no promises and d rules and no emotions...
I withdrew my hand ...
It hurted me... but It happened..
U were shocked... but I felt relieved...
Because after all it's not business...
Heart understands no business...
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